life

28 March i orded going two months already
i haven found any jobs yet
feeling so tired and restless
everyday have to stay at home unless a job interview if not will be staying at home for the whole rotting online
i wanna go out and have fun but i really cant
finding a job is harder then i thought
the economic pretty bad now
i cant be choosy i left around 300 plus yet i haven pay my phone bill.
i thought life gonna turn out better after ord but it better worst and i need to face the fact
i just wanna get a job get a stable do the things that i wanted to do just a simple task
hope to find a job by end of next week and get a few phone call from those company that i went for interview.

i need to change and improve in my character, time to make some changes in life i meant it i gonna do it.

been positive is what i needed jai dongyuan yeah!!!!!