14/2/2016 New year new entry

Dear Blog,

Time really files
How much did i change within this four to five year time.
Life is really a joke.
Is so weird too.
So many many thing had happen.
I encounter lots of amazing people and worst people in my life.
I may be the same person since 2011 but somehow i change the way i deal with thing.
Thanks to all the drama and thing happen in my life.
People.

nothing special is just me

Good morning to my blog

It been two years since my last post

time really files currently i'm working and earning a better income then before yet i'm not contented enough i don really know what is being happy anymore pretty sad ya, sometime is so hard to motivate my self but i need to try and my braces will be remove in about two to three months time i just cant wait next stop will be my private diploma.

I cant say im pretty good lately i had been a emo kids for quite a while i just do not know why? sometime i look at the mirror i do not know who is that guy in the mirror anymore, i seriously miss the positive me my temper is real bad lately being so stress out about all sort of things and i should stop treating my own as a kids time to respect my self.

i thought i could be alone on my own yet i really cant i had been hurting my true self for quite some time keep on forcing my self haiz i do not know what is my true anymore life sux to the extend i cant be positive at times.

time to end my stupid blog do take care if anyone is reading my post right now thanks ans cheers

my daily life

July 26 2009
Orded 5 months
already times files
and my life had really change
been busy working and earning money all day long
i had to endure for the next few year i will be out of it
so many thing need to be done yet i want it fast.
kinda think of it
very tiring
waiting for next year
clear all my debt first
going for my private diploma
and work as part time
i just cant wait i will be back to studies =)
this few weeks i have been acting so weird
because of one person
yet i don really understand why
is not because of her looks or character but it something else
maybe i in love or what i not very sure
just wanna treat her as friend first
that what she say slowly let get to know each other more
i wonder how long i will wait
just follow my heart
and follow the old saying let nature take it course
if she the one she will be the one
but without doing anything i couldn't get her
hope she is the one =)

My working is boring
tiring as usual
this few days lot of thing happen
client that never turn up for work
yet i had to cover for them
this is my responsibility as a full time
what to do
is like that
just do just do
awaiting my pay day in a few week time yeah just cant wait whahahahaha

I am a nobody now but few years later will be that somebody
with my braces all done
my diploma done
and my driving done
time to make some changes after that
hope that day will come soon

i will end my blog here
thanks for reading and take care =)

040609 <---army style

Good afternoon
welcome to my blog
4th june i ord for around four month already
time files
two of my friend going to enlist to the same camp as me two year ago
bedok camp my bmt was there
i going to accompany raymond to enlist and i will be see jackson my ex working client in HF
It going to 2 month already seen i started working at hf
i wonder how long i will be there
have to tahan anyway is not that bad
out of army is the same as going back to the life i having before enlisted army
it like a dream
I am single as always, gonna put on my braces soon hope thing will turn out better for me, most of people say that looks are not important but yet it do concern in certain way.
gonna work hard and save up cant wait for two year when i will be removing my braces wahhahaa
i think too much i guess =X
gonna end here
preparing for work at
2pm

thanks for viewing my blog and take care

life

28 March i orded going two months already
i haven found any jobs yet
feeling so tired and restless
everyday have to stay at home unless a job interview if not will be staying at home for the whole rotting online
i wanna go out and have fun but i really cant
finding a job is harder then i thought
the economic pretty bad now
i cant be choosy i left around 300 plus yet i haven pay my phone bill.
i thought life gonna turn out better after ord but it better worst and i need to face the fact
i just wanna get a job get a stable do the things that i wanted to do just a simple task
hope to find a job by end of next week and get a few phone call from those company that i went for interview.

i need to change and improve in my character, time to make some changes in life i meant it i gonna do it.

been positive is what i needed jai dongyuan yeah!!!!!

The ord and umemployed life

Finally i ord on the 12022009 time really files man.
few year ago just stepping in to national service now i am out of them, just wait for reservist will do.
It really great to have met so many people in ns.
now i am looking for jobs had been looking seen ord nothing had work out so far
keep on looking and looking kinda feeling tired man went for so many interview nothing have come but at least i have got interview experience that helps,
today i going for an interview at red hill area the company is promoting IT and gaming product, hope i will get the job if not monday have to wait for the challenge to call me.
seriously i don really good feel while roting at home doing nothing playing game i need something to do and feel content about it.
tomorrow is march patch ord personal chalet at down town east i been looking forward to it.
even it been a few weeks seen i ord i miss the crap in camp all the fun and nothing to worry about just do just do.
Life now is full decision making with lot of freedom of cos. now just wanna find a job and get stable down and start a new life as the same time. Rotting don really feel good when you got no money to spend.

logic of the day
just be contented with what you have and treasure it

nothing much

i just don understand so many thing
what love all those i don understand
i need to stop my theory and logic for a while
just to feel simple and easy
follow where my heart bring me to.

hope Wayne will not posted out man. he is very nice guy very friendly. we having allot of fun talk cock sing song.

army friend always make me feel so fun and so many thing to talk about, i just do not know why
when i went out with outside friend like so boring nothing much to talk about

need more excitement in Life