nothing special is just me

Good morning to my blog

It been two years since my last post

time really files currently i'm working and earning a better income then before yet i'm not contented enough i don really know what is being happy anymore pretty sad ya, sometime is so hard to motivate my self but i need to try and my braces will be remove in about two to three months time i just cant wait next stop will be my private diploma.

I cant say im pretty good lately i had been a emo kids for quite a while i just do not know why? sometime i look at the mirror i do not know who is that guy in the mirror anymore, i seriously miss the positive me my temper is real bad lately being so stress out about all sort of things and i should stop treating my own as a kids time to respect my self.

i thought i could be alone on my own yet i really cant i had been hurting my true self for quite some time keep on forcing my self haiz i do not know what is my true anymore life sux to the extend i cant be positive at times.

time to end my stupid blog do take care if anyone is reading my post right now thanks ans cheers